100 nights of Grief

This is the 100th nights.

I will be strong.. and honour Ellie.

Ellie, you will be my beacon of life.

Love, chenghwa

It's a month

It was a month since Ellie has left.

Today, I just finished an examination on Finance. It was difficult to concentrate for the study without feeling the grief. However, Ellie was a financial guru, and I cannot afford to disgrace my loved one by doing this paper badly.

Before she left, she had told me not to give up my study, and she would want to be proud of me.

Finance is such an interesting field. Ellie has inspired and change my view on how the world is all about.

I will live strongly and honour her. That's the only thing I can do.

Always on my mind.

Other men said they have seen angels, but I have seen thee, and thou art enough.

This is my first posting on a blog.

I'm quite a private person, hardly wanna share my thoughts in the public, as there isnt a need for people to understand me in the past.

The only person that I shared in depth was my fiancee. 
She was my everything, my best friend, my lover, my angel, my mistress, my baby, my teacher, my student, my chef and most importantly, she's my soul mate.

Eleanor, you will forever live in my heart. I will live my life for you and honour you.